Im feeling depress bt my stats test.
sang at` @ 10:31 PMFriday, October 17, 2008
have a feeling i wont do very well. and this unexplainable feeling is making me even more depress.
im feeling so low. it is beyond words :(
Here's my story ;
when i 1st entered SAJC,i thought i'll b one of the stupiest ppl there cause my Olevel score was the max that they excepted
and when i went to A2 a class filled with fellow 12 pointers , it was no consolation for me knowing that half the class were from 'elite' secondary schs
and even though I remained one of the top in class for 2 yrs, i was convince that as i was in the lousiest class, there were 19 other classes of people who are way smarter than me
and even when i received bursary (whatever it is) for being the top 10% of the cohort (which i still find it impossible), i thought I was uncomparable to the far more smarter people from the top JCs.
I know thats crazy alot of stress i have exerted on myself.
so when i made it to SMU , i told myself to be less uptight since everyone will be starting from grd 0, just like me... (although tons of them are like top 5% in their poly/jc cohort !!)
but seriously, i must be kidding myself.
smart people will always be smart people. I, unfortunately dun have the smart genes.
I have to rely on my hard work once again....
Oh well, lets see how all my tests go..
I need to really rethink what i want out of my uni life.
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